one job down

long story short...my boss lost the bar. now all of us are fired and it sucks hella bad. i'm saving up for a car and my other job is at a tax place so it'll be over in a month then i'm out 2 jobs. i've got almost 3 grand for a car and i was gonna move back to SC (in Ohio now) and get my own place. looks like that may be on hold now. i feel bad for complaining that boo hoo, i lost my job. my boss lost his whole business and had a breakdown and just bought a one-way ticket to vegas to try n win $ to buy the bar back and rehire us all. he is so miserable and depressed all the time and yea so am i but i feel selfish for thinking about myself when i feel he lost more than i did. i have to get my own place soon so i can get my dogs back from my aunt, cant have them where i am now. they are my therapy, my babies, my life and i feel so lost without them.

ive got so much anxiety right now living with one of my aunts and a recent break up, i'm going to therapy once a week to try and deal with being disowned by my mother and 2 sisters...


...hot tech guy is working on the computers..be back later